Family Heart Brake

Hey! SO

I am really down in the shitter right now. I am missing someone like crazy. Not a boyfriend or anything. (God those posts are annoying). I decided I would just blog about it. Because if I vent on FB there are only two ways this would go. Everyone would ASSUME it's boy trouble or no one would give a flying fuck. I could care less if the gave two shits. I just don't want to put up with "Is it a boy?". Plus I don't really want to tell anyone I know outside of social media.

But anyways I am missing them like crazy. Some family problems happened and now I can't see my own cousin. This girl was like me in so many ways. It was like having a twin. No imagine if one day you were just all fine and dandy. Then BAM! The thing that makes you happy or something you love gets taken away form you. Worst part is is I can't even talk to her. Not on FB, through text NOTHING. (Family Problems)

IDK, I just looked at a few pics of her and started balling. Instantly in tears.
I miss her so much. My cousin was full of life and was so weird. She made me laugh all the time. Some of the best memories I have ever had was with her. It makes me so sad. I remember when she came down to visit. When she left it was sad. Really sad.

Same thing when we went to visit them. When we left, everyone was in tears. Hugh.
Words can't even describe how much this hurts.
I am more of a family type of gal, so this sucks even more. I would rather hang out with family than friends.
:/
Hugh depressed Kenzie mode ACTIVATED